This blog is a chronicle of my attempts to lose weight, the ups and downs, also my battle with depression. I'll try to be humorous and thoughtful but will always welcome critisicm and support with an open heart and mind.
I started this blog back in 2009 after a number of suicide attempts, i'd lost focus on my weight loss journey and entered into a bout of severe depression that culminated in me taking an overdose, in fact two in a space of a month. In May of 2009 I rejoined Weight Watchers and managed to lose over 100lbs before depression once again reared it's ugly head, between June of 2010 and August 2012 I regained all the weight I had lost and ended up making further suicide attempts. And so you find me here in 2017 Heavier than I have ever been in my life.